06.22.04 - 2:16 p.m.
Instead of writing an entry for you few that bother to read here, I thought I'd just include the following interesting glimpse into sister/brother MSN messenger relationships.... excuse the spelling mistakes. Names have been changed to protect the innocent and me. "phbtthh!!" is me and "freakybro" is my lovely brother...
As a guide to this little conversation,
*i don't know why someone would build a 6 foot deep bread oven in thier backyard, but wee know weird people
*'D' is my brother's wife
*the family gathering is in a very little town in newfoundland this summer,
*my disease is a rare autoimmune disorder, non-contagious, etc etc
*uncle joh is an infamous alcoholic in our family
*richard dawkin's "the selfish gene", and Pinker's book,shit, i forget the title...
To: f*********[email protected]
Start Time: 12:17:42; End Time: 13:23:18
Phbthh!!says: (12:17:48) hey m****...
Freakybro_says: (12:18:02) yo
Phbthh!!says: (12:18:07) how are things? you still in newfie?? are you not coming to quebec then?
Freakybro_says: (12:18:20) i'm back in halifax as of two days ago
Phbthh!!says: (12:18:24) oh.
Phbthh!!says: (12:18:30) how was the bread oven?
Freakybro_says: (12:18:43) almost finished - enough for them to finish it up themselves
Freakybro_says: (12:18:59) couldn't have gone any faster - it was drying time that was needed
Freakybro_says: (12:19:07) actually i'm pretty impressed
Freakybro_says: (12:19:28) and got to see a few people as well
Phbthh!!says: (12:19:32) with the oven?
Freakybro_says: (12:19:44) no - just me and i****n on that
Phbthh!!says: (12:19:56) V**** stay out of it this time?
Freakybro_says: (12:19:56) V***** steered clear but was otherwise very nice to me
Freakybro_says: (12:19:59) yup
Freakybro_says: (12:20:10) T***** came by once but just drank beer
Phbthh!!says: (12:20:17) oh good... maybe she realized you weren't on their payroll
Freakybro_says: (12:20:18) and shoverled cement at one point
Phbthh!!says: (12:20:24) T***** is funny
Freakybro_says: (12:20:25) i think so
Freakybro_says: (12:20:29) indeedy
Phbthh!!says: (12:21:16) i got this strange email a while back from T*****.. all about the stuff that he WAS going to do, and that was why he couldn't write the six people on the list individually
Phbthh!!says: (12:21:25) odd
Phbthh!!says: (12:21:36) i think you were on that list
Phbthh!!says: (12:21:49) hows dee?
Freakybro_says: (12:21:50) ?
Phbthh!!says: (12:22:14) m*********************!!!!!!
Phbthh!!says: (12:22:22) hows D?'
Freakybro_says: (12:22:47) hi - i was away
Freakybro_says: (12:22:52) dee is real good
Phbthh!!says: (12:23:19) damn, i'm getting plastered with emails, i gotta unplug before i go insane... can only handle so many at a time...
Phbthh!!says: (12:23:27) tell D i said hi.
Phbthh!!says: (12:23:35) are you guys coming up this way?
Phbthh!!says: (12:23:45) i was looking forward to having you guys visit
Phbthh!!says: (12:24:10) i could look for some home improvement project if thats what it takes to get you here
Freakybro_says: (12:24:35) i don't think anytime soon. we have two more major trips - one to this evolve festical - someone wants us to do massage there. and then theres the n****** point thing in august
Freakybro_says: (12:24:50) but a trip that way would be cool - cus we could also party in montreal
Phbthh!!says: (12:24:55) you are going to the n***** point thing?
Freakybro_says: (12:24:58) we came back from nuphie 500 in the hole
Freakybro_says: (12:25:03) we're going to hitch ike
Phbthh!!says: (12:25:09) i can't, i'll be in the fiel
Phbthh!!says: (12:25:12) 'field
Freakybro_says: (12:25:21) if we were to go to quesbec it would be a htich thing too.
Freakybro_says: (12:25:26) too bad
Freakybro_says: (12:25:35) sounds like a real family get together
Phbthh!!says: (12:26:09) yeah, but august is the month that i have to be here... any longer and the little fishes will swim away away away
Freakybro_says: (12:26:17) gotcha
Phbthh!!says: (12:26:24) and then so will my project project project
Freakybro_says: (12:26:29) nawa it would be nice to go by
Freakybro_says: (12:26:49) heard you were having angst with what you were doing
Freakybro_says: (12:26:55) jitters
Phbthh!!says: (12:27:06) yeah.. not so much angst or jitters
Phbthh!!says: (12:28:08) more like..... questioning how i want to live my life,, what i would be truly happy doing, and what kind of a balence my personality would be happy in, considering work, research, and downtime
Freakybro_says: (12:28:33) yeah i hear ya
Phbthh!!says: (12:28:37) also disease stuff, of course, what level of stress can my body handle before breaking down'
Freakybro_says: (12:28:47) good point
Freakybro_says: (12:28:54) seems to be pretty resilient
Phbthh!!says: (12:29:02) my disease is still a real issue for me, and i have to incorporate my disposition into that framework
Freakybro_says: (12:29:09) maybe the quitting smoking might be more of a priority
Freakybro_says: (12:29:16) it was easy
Phbthh!!says: (12:29:26) i don't really smoke except when drinking
Freakybro_says: (12:29:50) then you still smoke
Phbthh!!says: (12:30:13) almost never when i'm here in quebec... most of my friends + s***** don't smoke
Phbthh!!says: (12:30:36) don't get all sanctimonious on me now mark, you smoked for a long time as well,
Freakybro_says: (12:30:45) yeah
Freakybro_says: (12:30:50) i'm not being sancti
Freakybro_says: (12:30:59) i'm saying its easy to wuit
Freakybro_says: (12:31:01) quit
Phbthh!!says: (12:31:20) and quitting smoking is a different thing for everybody.. you can't say "its easy" because everybody's body reacts differently to the addiction
Freakybro_says: (12:31:28) i say no
Freakybro_says: (12:31:35) i say people have different excuses
Freakybro_says: (12:31:39) different thing
Phbthh!!says: (12:31:53) that is completely ignoring basic physiology?!?!?!?
Freakybro_says: (12:32:15) i don't think it plays a part - its like saying fat people have a physical problem and not a mental one
Freakybro_says: (12:32:23) its mental
Freakybro_says: (12:32:25) thats addiction
Freakybro_says: (12:32:29) its about control
Phbthh!!says: (12:32:33) anyways, i don't feel guilty about the amount that i smoke... its negligible to my overall health.
Freakybro_says: (12:32:36) your brain is boss not the body
Freakybro_says: (12:32:41) ok
Freakybro_says: (12:33:13) i'd agree that stress is more of an issue
Freakybro_says: (12:33:25) but i know what youre going thru
Freakybro_says: (12:33:36) you are seeing a long line of steps to... what?
Phbthh!!says: (12:33:47) fat people do have metabolisms that differ in how, and how fast they process chemical energy.... but mental is a huge contributor as well
Freakybro_says: (12:33:47) thats why i can only last two more yuears in the archy thingy
Freakybro_says: (12:34:35) munch munch munch "no its ok" munch munch munch "i'n keeping my body in step" munch munch munch "its not my fault really"munch munch munch
Phbthh!!says: (12:34:39) BACK TO THE SUBJECT AT HAND...its not the end point that bothers me, to be honest... its more that the constant level of high stress does cummulative damage to your body
Phbthh!!says: (12:34:42) look at dad
Phbthh!!says: (12:35:12) and for me, it gets way more obvious the affects of stress.
Freakybro_says: (12:35:30) i wouldn't worry - you're an acedemic - stress goes away and you are replaced with routine very shortly
Phbthh!!says: (12:35:37) i just don't see myself being happy constantly battling my body over how much i can take
Freakybro_says: (12:35:42) shouldn't be a big deal soon enough
Freakybro_says: (12:35:46) its just a lot of stress now
Phbthh!!says: (12:35:51) that is such shit!
Freakybro_says: (12:35:57) ok
Freakybro_says: (12:36:03) whatever you say girl
Phbthh!!says: (12:36:12) routine!!!!
Freakybro_says: (12:36:14) even i**** says its true
Freakybro_says: (12:36:18) sure
Freakybro_says: (12:36:27) a steady stable and secure lifestyle
Freakybro_says: (12:36:31) very low stress
Phbthh!!says: (12:36:42) I***** doesn't have to beg for money for a research program like we do in biology
Phbthh!!says: (12:36:48) its different in his field
Freakybro_says: (12:37:09) its all acedemia - prehaps different slightly but overall the same thing
Phbthh!!says: (12:37:49) no, it isn't all the same... biology is hugely different in the type of research, and the amount of capital required to any level of research.
Freakybro_says: (12:37:55) i'm just comparing to, say a job outside of university - say a contractor
Phbthh!!says: (12:38:01) I***** needs his brain
Freakybro_says: (12:38:05) don't get defensice - i'm being positive
Phbthh!!says: (12:38:21) how is this positive?
Freakybro_says: (12:38:30) because you are worried about stress
Freakybro_says: (12:38:36) and i tell you the stress will go away
Freakybro_says: (12:38:47) at least it will never be the same as when people are doing a post doc
Phbthh!!says: (12:38:56) but it won't for me in the academic stream
Phbthh!!says: (12:39:02) biology it increases
Freakybro_says: (12:39:20) every fiscal year end you will have to come up with some thing to convince others to get you money but its not going to make you loose yer mind
Freakybro_says: (12:39:33) acedemia is easy street
Phbthh!!says: (12:39:45) oh for fucks sake...
Freakybro_says: (12:40:00) thnk about it - others out there are stressed because they are worrieda bout surviving
Freakybro_says: (12:40:05) much more stress
Freakybro_says: (12:40:10) i would think
Freakybro_says: (12:40:13) i have it real easy
Freakybro_says: (12:40:21) which is why i gotta stop
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Phbthh!!says: (12:41:15) easy street
Freakybro_says: (12:41:25) indeeed
Phbthh!!says: (12:41:30) you have this creative thing going... its awesome.
Phbthh!!says: (12:41:35) what else would you be?
Freakybro_says: (12:41:44) i dunno
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Freakybro_says: (12:42:07) i just finished a video - it was fun - animated - thought i would keep witht eh film thing for a while
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Freakybro_says: (12:42:18) but i wanna do the bus thing
Phbthh!!says: (12:42:25) this is me and d****** at holloween
Phbthh!!says: (12:42:30) i was wonderwoman....
Freakybro_says: (12:42:33) thats cute
Freakybro_says: (12:42:41) she was a star tekkky thing>
Phbthh!!says: (12:42:44) bus thing? around the americas?
Freakybro_says: (12:42:48) yeah
Freakybro_says: (12:42:56) i just wanna stop this stuppoid thing
Phbthh!!says: (12:43:03) i'll go if you go south... i'd love to spend a couple months surfing
Freakybro_says: (12:43:19) well i figure we'll pass thru everytwhere
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Freakybro_says: (12:43:44) it seems more and more likely it will happen now = no longer a totla pipe dream anymore
Phbthh!!says: (12:43:53) di you ever see this? that was me last year with your flowers on my birthday
Freakybro_says: (12:43:55) i got that one
Freakybro_says: (12:44:05) ma sent it
Phbthh!!says: (12:44:21) its on the website here
Phbthh!!says: (12:44:26) as my photo..
Freakybro_says: (12:44:27) i c
Phbthh!!says: (12:44:34) they cut out the flowers though
Freakybro_says: (12:44:45) what a shame
Phbthh!!says: (12:44:48) i really wanted to do a trip like that too
Freakybro_says: (12:44:54) flowers are purty
Freakybro_says: (12:44:59) what trip
Freakybro_says: (12:45:02) bus?
Phbthh!!says: (12:45:09) really really really wanted to do the central america thing by bus
Freakybro_says: (12:45:29) i figure i better do it before i start having a career
Freakybro_says: (12:45:43) routine can suck you in without knowing it
Freakybro_says: (12:45:48) one gets comfy'
Phbthh!!says: (12:46:00) well, creatures are attracted to habit
Phbthh!!says: (12:46:19) familiarity makes most animals comfy
Freakybro_says: (12:46:23) thats obvious
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Phbthh!!says: (12:47:03) D****** sent me this.... this could have been your work in another lifetime
Freakybro_says: (12:47:08) but i think of when i was most happy - and hear i only speak in terms of reality as a recolection - and it was when i was the most confused or scared or leap of building fearless
Freakybro_says: (12:47:33) hee he
Freakybro_says: (12:47:40) where's this?
Phbthh!!says: (12:47:43) apparently they are 3000+ years old...
Phbthh!!says: (12:47:48) in BC somewhere
Freakybro_says: (12:47:51) ooooh
Phbthh!!says: (12:48:33) well, i'm finally achieving mental balance after so many years seriously without...
Freakybro_says: (12:48:40) a bunch of cavemen hanging out gettting drunk..."oog what you at there?" "i make funny face" "ha ha " general mirth and more drinking
Phbthh!!says: (12:48:42) now i think of having babies
Freakybro_says: (12:48:51) well someone whould have them
Freakybro_says: (12:48:58) or the parents will get depressed
Freakybro_says: (12:49:01) you do it
Freakybro_says: (12:49:07) i can't yet
Phbthh!!says: (12:49:07) you do it first
Freakybro_says: (12:49:10) no you
Phbthh!!says: (12:49:14) you're married!
Freakybro_says: (12:49:21) yeah well your a girl
Freakybro_says: (12:49:27) don't you have a iological clock
Phbthh!!says: (12:49:33) well, it takes both ya know
Freakybro_says: (12:49:34) tick tick
Phbthh!!says: (12:49:40) yeah yeah
Freakybro_says: (12:49:44) easy - theres dick everywhere
Freakybro_says: (12:49:57) find one use it get rid of it
Freakybro_says: (12:50:03) have baby
Freakybro_says: (12:50:08) i get to be an uncle john
Phbthh!!says: (12:50:10) but who will take in a poor girl and her out-of-wedlock baby ???
Freakybro_says: (12:50:11) woo woo!
Freakybro_says: (12:50:30) yeah - you would be a sinner - i forgot about that
Phbthh!!says: (12:50:31) i can see you as a vaguely more reasonable uncle john
Freakybro_says: (12:50:47) i have ideals of surpassing him
Phbthh!!says: (12:51:27) good god, just don't go the alcoholic dementia route... its painful talking to him these days.... mom can't get him on the phone sober,
Phbthh!!says: (12:51:31) its just pathetic
Freakybro_says: (12:51:58) i would if i could but i can't seem to hang on to any addictions. its just not me
Freakybro_says: (12:52:07) i tried the alky thing
Freakybro_says: (12:52:25) can't keep it up - i get ill and annoyed with the laziness and lack of progress
Phbthh!!says: (12:52:31) yes, you did give it the old college try
Freakybro_says: (12:52:48) and if you don't succeed
Freakybro_says: (12:52:51) give up
Phbthh!!says: (12:52:56) you are like a failed jack kerouac
Freakybro_says: (12:53:02) exactly
Freakybro_says: (12:53:07) jack was focused
Phbthh!!says: (12:53:08) novella character
Freakybro_says: (12:53:15) or obsessed with his image
Phbthh!!says: (12:53:33) yes.. determinedly inebriated
Freakybro_says: (12:53:53) liek trying to be weird
Freakybro_says: (12:54:22) geez - only 2
Freakybro_says: (12:54:28) this day is too long
Freakybro_says: (12:54:33) took lunch too early
Phbthh!!says: (12:54:37) WE'RE FREE TO BE YOU AND ME BABY
Freakybro_says: (12:54:47) wow
Freakybro_says: (12:54:53) its like you are standing on a hill
Phbthh!!says: (12:55:10) yelling it at you all the way from quebec?
Freakybro_says: (12:55:21) thats a pleaseant image
Phbthh!!says: (12:55:25) i voted yesterday
Phbthh!!says: (12:55:30) have you ?
Freakybro_says: (12:55:31) way to go - wate of time
Freakybro_says: (12:55:35) no
Freakybro_says: (12:55:40) no chance
Freakybro_says: (12:55:53) i will stand on my hill....
Freakybro_says: (12:56:10) IF IT IS HUMILATING TO BE RULED HOW MORE HUMILIATING IS IT TO CHOOSE YOUR RULER?
Phbthh!!says: (12:56:28) waste of time is ignoring civic responsibility and remaining ignorant of a politcal process that has deliberate and, dare i say it, insidious affect on your life
Freakybro_says: (12:56:41) not if i ignore thos things
Phbthh!!says: (12:56:45) how can you ignore it?
Freakybro_says: (12:56:52) well first i stop paying taxes
Freakybro_says: (12:56:54) step one
Freakybro_says: (12:57:03) then i stop having a bank account or visa
Freakybro_says: (12:57:05) step two
Phbthh!!says: (12:57:13) have you stopped paying taxes? then i would say don't bother voting
Freakybro_says: (12:57:25) not yet - got back too much last time
Freakybro_says: (12:57:30) ti was saweeet
Freakybro_says: (12:57:47) i pay them no matter what right now cus i'ma professional
Phbthh!!says: (12:57:52) however, i do believe that little nagging voice in your head called MOM would freak and start yelling at you from HER hill in newfoundland if you tried that
Freakybro_says: (12:57:56) part fo the silly game
Freakybro_says: (12:58:10) whatever - i can't make everyone happy here
Freakybro_says: (12:58:29) i'm failing to see the benefits of this collecgive nation thing
Freakybro_says: (12:58:53) so i don't htink that either "candidate" is worth ruling over me so they are not worth choosing over
Phbthh!!says: (12:59:00) ummmm.. medicare?
Freakybro_says: (12:59:08) thats what mom says
Freakybro_says: (12:59:11) i don't care about that
Freakybro_says: (12:59:16) let others anjoy it
Freakybro_says: (12:59:23) i don't need it
Freakybro_says: (12:59:25) or want it
Freakybro_says: (12:59:27) more importantly
Phbthh!!says: (13:00:32) bull shit, you gonna end up some cranky man wishing there was someone there to wipe up after you at some point, blessing the fact that you paid taxes that supported such a communally responsible system
Freakybro_says: (13:00:54) naw - if i have to be looked after then i wanna be dead
Freakybro_says: (13:01:07) do what the indaians did
Freakybro_says: (13:01:15) old people wandered off
Phbthh!!says: (13:01:16) wants is not always what one gets
Phbthh!!says: (13:01:24) dies of exposure?
Freakybro_says: (13:01:54) yup - like a human being - not in a hospital bed or "home" with your blue vien s poking out of your sheet thin white skin
Freakybro_says: (13:02:07) surrounded by white walls and idiots
Freakybro_says: (13:02:16) drolling adnd pooping into bags isiots at that
Freakybro_says: (13:02:36) i wanna just go and die as i want - this keeping me alive seems to lack any dignity
Freakybro_says: (13:02:50) just a personal opinion
Phbthh!!says: (13:03:02) nah, you'll hold on to every last moment, cause its in our nature to. animals can't fight the survival spirit very long
Phbthh!!says: (13:03:23) WE ARE ANIMALS!!!!
Freakybro_says: (13:03:46) sure - but being in a hospital or a home is not my idea of surviving - and yes we are animals - but we are also smart animals - i don't have to act like a dog
Phbthh!!says: (13:03:53) how are you doing with the �selfish gene�? cool book huh?
Freakybro_says: (13:04:11) i am smart enough to decide what is important -
Freakybro_says: (13:04:11) selfish gene was fun
Freakybro_says: (13:04:43) finsished a while back and gave it my boss who was going on about hsi big time biology knowledge- i wanted to shut him up
Freakybro_says: (13:04:58) i was really intrigued by the simplicity of the prisoners delimma
Phbthh!!says: (13:05:00) and?
Phbthh!!says: (13:05:09) oh yeah, that is cool
Freakybro_says: (13:05:22) i felt that sometimes he was too much feeling to the need to crap on others ina way that seemed almost low brow
Phbthh!!says: (13:05:28) i loved this book, i can re-read it and always find new things
Phbthh!!says: (13:05:39) yeah, he's pretty confrontational
Freakybro_says: (13:05:43) and his final arguements seemed to be cyclical
Freakybro_says: (13:05:50) which id din't like
Phbthh!!says: (13:05:51) but, he got crapped on BIG time for the book
Freakybro_says: (13:06:15) sure - no need to be attacking others tho - its more manly to just stnad by what you do
Phbthh!!says: (13:06:19) people took major offence to his theory.
Phbthh!!says: (13:06:38) i like the intervening chapters on basic theory the best
Freakybro_says: (13:06:39) well it makes perfect sense - hjis main problem is that his arguing IS cyclical
Freakybro_says: (13:07:07) you get the impression that the logic is made to fit into the thing rather then a system of deduction
Freakybro_says: (13:07:15) it bothered me
Freakybro_says: (13:07:31) i wish i could rememerb exactly where this bothered me
Freakybro_says: (13:07:37) it was near the end
Phbthh!!says: (13:07:37) have you ever read stephen jay gould?
Freakybro_says: (13:07:42) nope
Phbthh!!says: (13:07:46) OH MY GOD
Phbthh!!says: (13:07:59) ok, i'll send you an early xmas gift....
Freakybro_says: (13:08:12) ok
Phbthh!!says: (13:08:40) he's a little more intense, but his logic is very strong, and he works through stuff really well, i thnk you'll eat it up...
Phbthh!!says: (13:08:56) its a slightly different topic though?
Phbthh!!says: (13:08:59) that ok?
Phbthh!!says: (13:09:10) still biology and evolution
Phbthh!!says: (13:09:25) what is your mailing address
Freakybro_says: (13:10:00) 5****** cornwallis apt 2 ******
Freakybro_says: (13:10:57) i shoudl get you to read some dum architecvture thing
Freakybro_says: (13:11:08) but its all crap
Freakybro_says: (13:11:14) architects are idiots
Phbthh!!says: (13:11:39) i like the theory though,,, its seems so intangible, yet not, if that makes any senes
Phbthh!!says: (13:11:46) sense
Freakybro_says: (13:12:29) what i liked especially is that most people pronounce memes wrong - including me - and thats exactly how he saw it working anyway - taken deconstructed and redefined
Phbthh!!says: (13:12:37) whereas dawkins is more laymen, and confrontational, gould is way deeper in the theory and into logical deduction... it can be thick reading for some
Freakybro_says: (13:13:00) well - i'm slogging thru the pinker book now - i figure it can't get too much worse
Phbthh!!says: (13:13:09) pinker book?
Freakybro_says: (13:13:26) the how the mind works - honestly i can't see how momn coulda gotten thru it
Phbthh!!says: (13:13:38) oh that one, i liked that one
Phbthh!!says: (13:13:50) mom couldn't finish the Gould one i gave her
Freakybro_says: (13:14:00) its taken awhile for the recursive logic connections to make sense
Freakybro_says: (13:14:07) i didn't get it at first
Phbthh!!says: (13:14:17) she said it was too thick
Freakybro_says: (13:14:52) in fact the secondary step on primtive axorb logic circuits still is giving me a headache - but i want to really understand rather then gloss
Freakybro_says: (13:15:01) Something is not getting thru
freakybro says: (13:15:15) big breath - read again sort of thing
Phbthh!!says: (13:15:30) yeah, well, its thick.
Phbthh!!says: (13:15:38) books like that i love reading a couple times.
Phbthh!!says: (13:15:46) it takes that to really aborb them
Freakybro_says: (13:16:27) yeah - its like the quanta stuff - never really got it when i was in school
Freakybro_says: (13:16:38) no prob now
Phbthh!!says: (13:17:03) i only got it in university
Freakybro_says: (13:17:04) looks lieka nbother play idea is in the works - thats nwe
Phbthh!!says: (13:17:16) what is it this time?
Freakybro_says: (13:17:22) its only taught in universoty nipplehead
Phbthh!!says: (13:17:54) no, i started getting quanta stuff in my AP biology class in highschool
Freakybro_says: (13:17:58) 3 screens around table in bar that independantly show people outisde that6 come in and go thru the same scene at the table it surrounds
Freakybro_says: (13:18:06) hard to explain
Freakybro_says: (13:18:29) everyone did a little quanta in highschool - but it was not taught correctly
Phbthh!!says: (13:18:29) sounds intensively complex to pull off
Freakybro_says: (13:18:46) no - just a matter of synchronizxation and practice
Phbthh!!says: (13:18:49) no, i was in AP, uni course in highschool
Freakybro_says: (13:18:52) could be real fun
Phbthh!!says: (13:19:02) sounds neat.
Freakybro_says: (13:19:10) i think it could be
Phbthh!!says: (13:19:18) how was d's trip? is she exicited about school in the fall??
Freakybro_says: (13:19:40) yeah - shes feeling focused
Phbthh!!says: (13:19:45) cool
Freakybro_says: (13:19:59) we're going to do auditions next month for the film
Phbthh!!says: (13:20:16) can i have a cameo?
Freakybro_says: (13:20:22) hmmmm
Freakybro_says: (13:20:57) theres only a few characters but there are crowd seens - you would have to dance
Phbthh!!says: (13:21:19) ok
Phbthh!!says: (13:21:25) what kind of dance?
Freakybro_says: (13:21:45) rave
Freakybro_says: (13:22:38) gotta go
Freakybro_says: (13:22:43) tralk later
Phbthh!!says: (13:23:12) alrighty
Phbthh!!says: (13:23:14) later
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